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• All Testimony for outside Columbine witnesses - Columbine High School Massacre All Outside Witness Testimony Click on any of the page links below to open the consecutive gallery in a SHADOWBOX. Navigate easily through the witness testimony continuously, no matter what page you start on! Note: You can click and drag your mouse on each image to "pan" the full image. COVER p0601-0700-51 APODACA, JACOB p0601-0700-52 p0601-0700-53 p0601-0700-54 ... Read full post here
• Childcare Grants - Whether due to financial need, medical problems, early parenting or other challenges, many families are able to obtain childcare financial assistance to help offset the costs of providing care to their children. Childcare grants cover care in a licensed child care center, in a licensed family childcare home, by a relative of the child in the relative's home or by an approved person in the child's home. Read full post here
• Columbine third shooter myth debunked (finally) - Did Over 90 Witnesses Really See A "Third Shooter?"   Massive amounts of testimony that supposedly supports the possibility of a "third shooter" at Columbine has been circulating the internet for many years. Due to this it is widely believed that more than 90 eyewitnesses actually identified a "third shooter" and the Jefferson County Police Department has simply chosen to ignore it. With so many pieces of quoted testimony there is no doubt that this theory deserves a close look. After all, if there really is evidence ... Read full post here
• Did Eric Harris write a suicide note? - How Do We Find The Truth? Remember, this note was not found on Eric's websites anywhere during the investigation. The man who sent the letter to police did so on April 22nd. It is likely that this man came across a hoax website, as there were so many of them that sprang up within the first few days of the shooting. Another possibility is that this person wanted to get their own message across about Columbine and "speak for" Eric and Dylan by writing a suicide note. Here is the... Read full post here
• Does Anyone Really Believe This Stuff? - Throughout my life of 31 years as I write this post, I've come across many helpful systems and tools that have allowed me to grow and transform my life in ways I never dreamed possible. Many who have witnessed just the last 3 years of my personal transformation have just been in awe of all that I have accomplished and have said that they have never seen ANYONE accomplish the growth I have in such a short period of time, or even in one lifetime. I'm thrilled to be recognized and acknowledged for my progress, and that recognition is the... Read full post here
• Education Grants - To help pay for the cost of education for low-income individuals, education grants are awarded based on financial need, minority status, area of study and more. The federal Pell Grant, for one, is based on your family income and will award you up to $5,300 in free money to pay your tuition and some of the associated living expenses while in school. Read full post here
• Everything You Need To Know About The hCG Diet - I started my first round of hCG in February of 2011. In just 42 days I lost 32 pounds and 4" off my waist. My second round began in May of 2011 and during that round I lost 27 pounds and 4" off my waist in 42 days. I can now fit into 36" jeans for the first time since about 6th grade! It feels wonderful. CLICK HERE TO GET YOUR HCG AND SAFELY LOSE FAT FAST! Read full post here
• Feeling Invisible And Unheard - A Deeper Look - I've spent a lifetime feeling invisible and unheard and I never knew why. When I was growing up, on a daily basis I would have the most puzzling experiences with other people at school and in my community - I would offer my thoughts on the topic of conversation, and be talked over as if no one heard me speaking. The person next to me would say exactly what I just said, and suddenly everyone in the group would agree and give them praise for what they had said. If it was a solution to a problem, they would get... Read full post here
• Feeling Invisible And Unheard - A Deeper Look - I've spent a lifetime feeling invisible and unheard and I never knew why. When I was growing up, on a daily basis I would have the most puzzling experiences with other people at school and in my community - I would offer my thoughts on the topic of conversation, and be talked over as if no one heard me speaking. The person next to me would say exactly what I just said, and suddenly everyone in the group would agree and give them praise for what they had said. If it was a solution to a problem, they would get... Read full post here
• Firearms used by Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold -     (click photo to enlarge) Eric Harris carried a 12 GA Savage-Springfield 67H Pump Action Shotgun with a 3" chamber. This weapon had 13 pieces of duct tape around the stock, which Eric had sawed off to 14". The entire weapon was sawed off to 25". The shotgun was found with a spent shell in the chamber and was purchased at a winter Tanner Gun Show in 1998 from a private dealer, with the help of Robyn Anderson. Eric fired 25 rounds with... Read full post here
• Graduate Grants - For those pursuing graduate studies, graduate grants are one way to offset the costs of higher education without having to repay the loan upon graduation. The grant application process is more arudous than any other type of grant, however. To improve your chances of approval, make sure you apply to grants that fit your area of study specifically and that you comply with all of the requirements. There are two main types of graduate grants: government-funded and/or privately funded. Government-funded graduate grants are awarded at by individual departments at each educational institution. The majority of funding... Read full post here
• Guided Visualization - Is Instant Manifestation Possible? - You’ve probably been told by Law of Attraction gurus that it’s not likely you’ll ever experience instant manifestation, however, I’m here to tell you that manifestation is always instant. Before I explain how manifestation is always instant, let’s talk about what a manifestation actually is. Although we tend to think of a manifestation as a car, a house, a job or even a lover… the truth is that every circumstance, opportunity, connection and event we experience is a manifestation. We experience manifestations all day long. Our emotions and even... Read full post here
• hCG Diet Dangers - Danger #4: Injections Can Be Unsafe - hCG Diet Danger #4: Injections can be unsafe If you’re considering the hCG Diet, it’s much safer to administer the hCG orally with sublingual hCG rather than self-injecting. While it’s fairly easy to learn how to self-inject, the hCG injections need to occur daily and that alone will raise the risk of injury and increase your chances of developing scar tissue at your injection sites. Injections are not superior to other forms of hCG, as long as you are using pure hCG. CLICK... Read full post here
• hCG Diet Dangers - Danger #8: Losing Too Much Weight Too Quickly - hCG Diet Danger #8: Losing too much weight too quickly While on the hCG Diet you will lose 1-4lbs per day on average. Dr. Simeons advises that once you lose 40lbs in Phase 2, you should stop taking the hCG and immediately move onto Phase 3 for maintenance. This is important so that you don’t over-work your liver. Most people believe that it’s only safe to lose 2-3 pounds per week, and anything more than that is unhealthy, however there is no evidence that this is actually true.... Read full post here
• hCG Diet Dangers - Danger #9: Gaining All of the Weight Back - hCG Diet Danger #9: Gaining all of the weight back Most people who have dieted know from experience that once they have results, if they do not follow a strict diet, control portions, avoid eating out and manage their weight every single day for the rest of their lives, they will gain everything back. hCG works differently, though. It’s not just a “diet” – it’s a lifestyle change that does one important thing no other diet alone can do: it resets your metabolism. It’s true that diets alone... Read full post here
• hCG Diet Side Effects - Effect #1: Feeling Hungry The First Week - hCG Diet Side Effect #1: Feeling Hungry Some people report feeling hungry during the first week of the diet and the reason for this is that they did not load properly. This can be avoided by making sure you load properly during the “Loading Phase.” Often, people don’t want to load because they are afraid it will counteract their weight loss efforts. Loading is stuffing yourself to capacity with high sugar and high fat foods, all day. The purpose is to build up your normal fat reserves so that you will not be... Read full post here
• hCG Diet Side Effects - Effect #2: Leg Cramps - hCG Diet Side Effect #2: Leg cramps Since bananas are the source of potassium for most people, and you can’t have bananas on the diet, some people experience leg cramps due to low potassium. If you experience leg cramps it is usually a sign of low potassium. The best thing to do is take a potassium supplement and it is likely your leg cramps will go away. If they don’t, consult your physician. CLICK HERE TO GET YOUR HCG AND SAFELY LOSE FAT FAST! ... Read full post here
• hCG Diet Side Effects - Effect #9: Gaining all the Weight Back - hCG Diet Side Effect #9: Gaining all of the weight back Most people who have dieted know from experience that once they have results, if they do not follow a strict diet, control portions, avoid eating out and manage their weight every single day for the rest of their lives, they will gain everything back. hCG works differently, though. It’s not just a “diet” – it’s a lifestyle change that does one important thing no other diet alone can do: it resets your metabolism. It’s true that diets... Read full post here
• hCG Success - My Metabolism Shot Through The Roof! - Over the last 9 months I've been utilizing different systems and protocols to lose fat, build muscle and increase metabolism. After losing 90lbs of pure fat in a time span of 136 days without ever exercising, I realized the only hard part of losing fat is the emotional journey. At this point I believed that building muscle was harder than losing fat - but I was wrong about that, too. During the maintenance phase of my last round of hCG, I started Occam's Protocol from Tim Ferris' book The Four Hour Body. (no hCG is taken in... Read full post here
• Hello world! - Welcome to WordPress. This is your first post. Edit or delete it, then start blogging! Read full post here
• How I began my hCG Weight Loss Journey - It's amazing how losing weight will impact your life. I had no idea what I was about to experience when I began my weight loss journey with homeopathic hCG. The spray kind you can get by clicking here. I had already lost over 100 pounds going from 380lbs down to 260lbs but that loss took me almost 5 years, and eventually it just stopped. I had a very healthy diet, and I just couldn't understand why I was unable to lose anymore weight. I didn't drink soda or energy drinks - I drank... Read full post here
• If I knew then... - She curiously gazed out into the dark blue sea of stars shining brightly above us. Taking my arm, we began our walk around the neighborhood - territory unfamiliar to her, yet entirely familiar to me. As we passed the front gate to my old junior high I saw my younger self standing on the other side - angry, depressed, alone and contemplating the massacre of the entire student body. Becoming fully present to my current reality, I felt unconditional love emanating from the angel whose arm was locked with mine. And in that... Read full post here
• It's time to add some variety in my weight loss routine... - After successfully completing three rounds of the hCG diet using the homeopathic spray, it came time for me to make a decision. Do I go on a fourth round to lose the last of the fat? Or do I start building muscle now? The truth is that while I want to burn the fat effortlessly, I know that I will go stir crazy (literally) if I do not start building muscle now. Reason being that my arms are smaller than they have ever been, and if I lose anymore fat without building I'm going to have spaghetti arms. That just... Read full post here
• Losing 200lbs is a BIG deal! - I just finished watching the season of "Extreme Makeover: Weight Loss Edition" where trainer Chris Powell surprises extremely obese people (with at least 300lbs to lose) with the fact that he's chosen to take them on as a client. Although I was never 450 or 500 pounds, I was 380 and I can relate to what they went through during their training - emotionally. My weight loss journey, although I was 380lbs, has not been as difficult physically as it has for most who get to be my weight. I have a... Read full post here

• Metabolism - a dieter's most elusive beast - Prepare yourself. I'm about to contradict everything you've ever heard about dieting, losing fat, and metabolism. If you're not ready to leave your old and outdated mindset behind - don't read this post. There is a conventional wisdom myth circulating around the world that all you need to do to lose weight is cut the amount of calories you eat and increase how many calories you burn. This is the simple "calories in/calories out" approach - and it does work, but only to a degree. If you want to eat like a bird for the... Read full post here
• Minority Grants - You may qualify for a minority grant if you meet certain eligibility criteria. These government grants, outlined below, span different industries, businesses and educational initiatives. The Top Minority Grants Grants for African Americans March of Dimes Nursing Scholarships United Negro College Fund Mordecai Wyatt Johnson Program Grants for Hispanics The Hispanic Scholarship Fund Institute Jose Marti Challenge Grant Silicon Valley Scholarship Grants for Asians Asian American Journalists Association ... Read full post here
• Occam's Protocol - Day 1, Settings for Exercise "A" - Close-Grip Supinated Pull-Downs: Seating: lowest possible position 100lbs - completed 5 reps with specified cadence 110lbs - could not complete 5 reps with specified cadence 70% of 100lbs = 70lbs However, I did not reach true failure with 7 reps with a 5/5 cadence at even 80lbs. Going to try 90lbs next time to start with. I may have failed at 110lbs because I actually started at 70lbs so by the time I got to 110 I was already fatigued. Overhead Shoulder Press: ... Read full post here
• One more round will complete the hCG journey for me... - I've greatly enjoyed this journey with the hCG Diet. I understand that it's not over yet... I still have another round to do before I will achieve my goal bodyfat percentage. However, I am just standing in complete appreciation for what is next on my journey. I'm looking forward to building muscle now, purposely. I have realized the most important thing ever on this journey... that it really does take commitment and motivation to give up our addiction to suffering and complaining. There are so many people all around me who keep... Read full post here
• Overview of events at Columbine High on 4/20/99 - Below you will find an overview of events on April 20, 1999 as documented during the investigation (as opposed to the events reported in the media) NAVIGATE THE TEXT EASILY: Diversionary Bomb & Arrival Cafe Bombs First Shot Injuries/Deaths Final Attempt Who Killed Who Aftermath Failure of Plans On Tuesday, April 20, 1999, Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold set out to kill as many people as they could at Columbine High School. They killed 12 students and one teacher before their own... Read full post here
• P2 Recipe: French Melba Toast - For vegetarians out there and those who are looking to utilize the allowed substitution of eggs once every 2 weeks, this recipe is for you! Ingredients: 1 melba toast 1tbsp 2% milk 1 egg yolk + 3 egg whites, beaten 100g strawberries Cinnamon Stevia Instructions: Soak 1 melba toast in 1tbsp of milk until it becomes bread-like. Not TOO soggy, you don't want it to fall apart. Dip the melba toast in the egg mixture, and... Read full post here
• Packing in the calories - wow, it's not easy to eat! - Today is day 5 of my hCG Success maintenance phase (Phase 3) on my third round of the hCG diet. I've been packing in the calories and am up to 1,300/day. Only about 400 more/day to pack in. I've been eating a lot of cottage cheese and yogurt - things I like but don't really eat much of. Turkey bacon has been a main staple for me, and is the only food I've eaten that has nitrites. I'm slowly tiring of chicken breast, at least until I order more of my favorite "Galena Street" Penzey's Spices chicken rub...... Read full post here
• Religion Grants - Those affiliated with a religious entity may quality for a religion grant to fund building projects, outreach ministries, mission trips, youth programs and community faith-based initiatives. Read full post here
• Round 4 Begins Now! - I've chosen to go back on the hCG diet for one more round before I build more muscle. With Occam's Protocol I successfully gained around 4lbs of lean muscle mass in the last two weeks and simultaneously lost 1" around my waist. However, I still have about 35-40lbs to lose mainly from my belly. When I workout, I like to work out hard and see my results. It's difficult to see results with fat in the way. I can see the definition in my shoulders and arms, but I really want to see definition... Read full post here
• Social Wellness and Sports Grants - These grants help to fund education, research, community initiatives and like-minded small businesses that are actively encouraging a healthy lifestyle in the American people. These grants are designed to support treatment/recovery programs for drugs and alcohol, counselor training, youth activity programs, injury prevention, nutrition, diabetes, sports training, competition and scholarships. Read full post here
• The January Incident - In January of 1998, Eric and Dylan were both arrested for breaking into a van and stealing some electronics equipment. They were put in the Juvenile Diversion Program and Anger Management classes. This is later referred to as the "January Incident." Audio excerpts from their probation hearing: Eric Audio | Dylan Audio The following downloads are official documents relating to their participation in the Juvenile Diversion Program. Thanks to Kendra for formatting these documents! Juvenile Diversion Files: Eric Harris (73 pages) - ... Read full post here
• This is NOT a "starvation diet" - When I first heard of the 500 calorie hCG diet I immediately assumed it was a starvation diet that puts your body into "starvation mode." It didn't make sense that it could be anything but - 500 calories per day is hardly enough to fuel the average person's day. But what is "starvation mode," anyway? When we remove the construct, we're left with the facts: Your body’s natural response to protect itself when you don’t eat enough for extended periods of time. What happens during this response is: ... Read full post here
• Travel Grants - Travel grants are designed to help provide the necessary capital to fund student travel related to study or research abroad. Study Abroad Travel Grants Visit other countries and learn about other cultures with a study-abroad travel grant. Two notable federal grants include the National Security Education Program (NESP) and the Fulbright Program, but there are also private corporations, organizations and foundations that award travel grants, such as Coca-Cola Foundation and Amoco. Research Travel Grants Student and professional researchers can finance their research projects with a research travel grant. Funds can be used... Read full post here
• Visualization Techniques to Avoid: Justifying Your Desire - The Biggest Visualization Mistake You Don’t Know You’re Making Do you define your goals by thinking about what you do want – or by thinking about what you’re trying to escape from? If you’re defining your goals by thinking about what you don’t want, you’re keeping what you don’t want active in your vibration, which means you’re going to continue to attract more of what you do not want. Here are three steps you can take to avoid this mistake and stay focused on your goal in a way that brings... Read full post here
• Was Cassie Bernall killed for her faith in God? - How Do We Find The Truth? Was Cassie Bernall shot for her faith in God? This possibility originated from the revised testimony of Craig Scott and has been questioned and examined by thousands of people over the years. While we weren't there to witness the events in the library, we've analyzed the testimony of those who were. The reality is there is no credible evidence that Cassie was asked if she believed in God and was shot for saying, "yes." The testimony of Craig Scott actually proves she never said, "yes."... Read full post here
• Was Eric Harris a psychopath? - How Do We Find The Truth? We are going to explore the idea of Eric being a psychopath from a clinical point of view - not opinion. The simple answer is that psychopathy is not a diagnosable disorder - it's not even a real disorder; psychopathy is just a theory. Are you shocked? It's true. People believe Eric Harris was a psychopath because Dave Cullen wrote an article that claimed to have diagnosed Eric as a psychopath post-mortem. His source was Frank Ochberg, one of the leading authorities... Read full post here
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• What are hCG Injections? - With a prescription, hCG (Human Chorionic Gonadotropin) can be taken in the form of an intra-muscular or subcutaneous injection, although the injections will be required daily for the duration of Phase 2 which lasts 23-42 days. That's a lot of injections! It's not difficult to learn how to self-inject, as long as you are taught by a professional. If you are going to choose hCG injections as opposed to liquid hCG, the best advice I can give you is: 1. Learn how to inject in person with your... Read full post here
• What are the Side Effects of the hCG Diet? - The hCG diet side effects from the hCG diet are all minor, and can be taken care of easily. The more severe side effects come from the hCG injections and are not caused by the hCG itself. CLICK HERE TO GET YOUR HCG AND SAFELY LOSE FAT FAST! hCG Diet Side Effects Read full post here
• What did Eric and Dylan wear during the Columbine massacre? - On the morning of April 20, 1999, Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold set out to destroy their school, and kill as many people as they could. Eric wore black BDUs and a white shirt with the words, "Natural Selection" on the front. He wore his black duster which he took off outside a few minutes after he began shooting, and a black glove on his right hand with the fingers cut off. Dylan wore black BDUs and a black shirt with the word, "Wrath" in red lettering on the front. He wore his black leather duster which he took off... Read full post here
• What is hCG Spray? - hCG spray is much different than sublingual hCG. While it's still liquid hCG, instead of absorbing drops under the tongue you spray a fine mist to the back of the throat. This delivery method of the spray is ideal since that is the quickest place to absorb in the mouth. A fine mist spreads across more distance than drops, so it's much faster - there is no waiting time. The other major benefit to using hCG spray is that it is more sanitary and less likely to be contaminated. If you think about it, each time you use... Read full post here
• What is Pure hCG? - What is pure hCG? How can you tell if your hCG is pure? Why does it matter? Pure hCG (Human Chorionic Gonadotropin) is simply hCG that has not been manipulated, altered, or diluted and therefore retains its full effectiveness. If your goal is to lose weight and melt away the fat, using pure hCG is essential to your success. Of course, there might be a few companies out there who are selling impure or extremely diluted hCG. Or maybe even substances with no hCG at all. There may... Read full post here
• What is sublingual hCG? - Sublingual hCG is liquid hCG and is administered by placing drops under the tongue, holding it there until it dissolves usually three times per day. Sublingual hCG usually comes as a bottle of liquid with a dropper attached to the cap. This method of delivery is much more preferable to daily hCG injections because it is a lot faster and much safer. Sublingual hCG doesn’t really have a taste, although some people say it has a slight aftertaste. The benefits to using sublingual hCG are enormous compared to... Read full post here
• What is the Very Low Calorie Diet (VLCD)? - Above is a photo of one of my favorite hCG Diet meals: Chicken Bruschetta! You may have seen the acronym "VLCD" while learning about the hCG Diet. It stands for Very Low Calorie Diet and is a reference to the consumption of only 500 calories/day required as part of the hCG Protocol. The basis of the diet is to eat two meals a day - each meal consisting of 1 serving each of a single vegetable, protein, sugar and starch. A serving is 100g... Read full post here